Some times I hear from others, well meaning family and friends who say, how can you do this? Why don’t you stop if it bothers you so much?
This is what I have written in response to those questions.
First and foremost, I can’t stop any more than you could continue breathing if your heart stopped.
I agree I have been fighting that sense of ” I can’t do this any more ” for some 20 plus years. Its not a easy road that I or other sensitive’s have chosen or been forced to travel this time around. When I am hit with a major solar flu attack, I have to remember that I am not near as young or healthy as I was back in 1980 when all this took place.
And sometimes even I need to check in with medical professionals.
I am not in any condition to go into contractual labor to herald activity in the Sierras or other Cascade volcanoes. I am not in any condition to go through another event at St Helens large or small. I am not in any condition to handle CHILE emotions from those closest to me, friends and family or lose another friend to suicide.
I am grateful I at this time, have a sound heart and no blood pressure issues and pray this will continue. When my ribs hurt I say, what did I lift? Before I say, its either Oceania L and or Dominos R ribs.
When my lower back hurts, I have to stop and think, did I move wrong? Change shoes? Before I say, Oh, its likely the Wasatch or New Madrid Fault or Landers quake zone.
When my heart kicks in and goes into sharp jabbing pains, gratefully I know its likely S CA into MX and or MX proper but if it gets out of hand, I will be the first one to seek medical attention.
I am tired of walking into walls, bumping into furniture which are signs for both Oregon and Washington and Chile * Bolivia and Argentina *
I am tired of being tired. Waking every 2 hours or finding myself unable to sleep at the mercy of the environment. I am tired of hurting 24 hours a day, 7 days a week for over 35 years and I am tired of never ever having a peaceful space since the sound continues both day and night since May 1976.
But through all this, I am grateful, that I have the opportunity to help others to understand they may be reacting to quakes, volcanoes and solar events. That they are not crazy or delusional or any other number of names I have been called. They need to know they are not alone. That is why I began this blog and offer free email updates which are all part of ” The Charlotte King Effect” ©
I am humbled by the emails I have received, many from others who also suffer from bio sensitivity and until they found ” my pioneering work ,” thought they were alone. Well you are not alone and I will continue to do all I can to find answers to why we are feeling these events and what if anything we can do to protect ourselves from these symptoms that at times, threaten our very lives. I will also, when I feel it’s necessary, make predictions based on past experience and these same feelings, but I will Never, make a prediction that is based on fear, and panic.
Charlotte King ,Salem, OR July 27, 2016